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Roma Rybkin (January, 15 (2004) - October, 5 (2018))crying fella (Reactions) crying fella (Reactions) crying fella (Reactions) crying fella (Reactions) crying fella (Reactions) 


Inamoto And Roma Rybkin-2017c by InamotoKirikidzo

On the 5th of October, almost at 7:25 a.m. my granny called my mummy that Roma died. It was Friday, not weekend, and I had to go to work. I pretended a normal person, but felt myself broken. I didn't want doing anything - all my thoughts were about Roma. From other hand, I wanted to beat any unfamiliar anoying person to alter my anger and sorrow. (Sometimes I fell better, seeing that other's problems are deeper than my own.)


My doggy died. I can't believe in it. I feel myself like I have lost a great piece of my heart, because now I can be in 2 moods:

a) crying in weakness and thinking about my own end of life;

b) a mix of rageful and scornful mood when I wittingly tell something stupid/rude/impertinent. Really, it helps me to feel not only better, but more brave and strong.


Every day I kill humanity and compassion in my heart by making myself more ruthless with communication between people.

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You may not beilive in this, but it's my mood in which I live almost 2 weeks. I have no love and I have no girl.
I feel that interesting people avoid me, but I don't want to communicate with anybody who isn't interesting to me.


Everyday I have to pretend a cheerful person whose life is good, becuse I hate any compassion to me. Compassion looks like if some random person tells you, "Oh, you're miserable and worthless, and you can do nothing to repare it". It's really awful.


I'm lesbian, so I needn't a guy to be happy (seriously, I don't like guys). But also I'm asexual, and I value friendship. Most of time I feel myself alone and excess. I often fell myself enough clever to not make communications with every person whose externality looks good for my opinion. But also I have nothing to say to person who defiantly strives to look "well-becoming and accurate" and harshly criticizes other people even for a very little reason.


I'm enogh strong to create arts, but I need a female support. I'm only in a bad mood, SUPPORT ME, GIRLS!!!sad daiz sad daiz sad daiz 

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It's really meaningful for me to know about new watchers and favorites of my works!


I'm very glad because your attention inspirates me to make something beautiful and bright.


I like creating arts, because it helps me with making my life more interesting and colorful, different and wonderful.

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The best thing which I understood thanks to Zoe: the presence of boobs doesn't mean that you're a womanBoxer fella (Sports)



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My dear friends and watchers!Love Love Love 


I'm very happy to know that you like my arts and watch my pageQueen of roses 


I appreciate your interest to all I've done and all I'll create. Really, it makes me happy and strong will!:happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: 


So sorry, that I have very few time to answer to everybody personally, but I'm very grateful to your invaluable attention.


                                                                                                          Hug Many thanks and hugs,

Inamoto Kirikidzo

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